My new sadness

Sorry it's been awhile. Here we go!! So, maybe the best way to spin this story is into something positive, so that's what I'll try to do. Basically, I was in love. Hopelessly and irrevocably in love. I had been since January. How was i to know that it would break my heart? If you never try, you never suceed, so try i did. I was hurt in the end to skip of the details and avoid hurting the people closer to the situation. But i had in fact tried to move on. I guess you could say he was a little bit of everything to me- which explained his nickname, Everyone- Anyway, I wanted to spin a negative situation into a positive one. I guess the point of this story is that I'm not over him. Maybe i never will be, he was a person i gave a piece of my heart to. But what really matters is how I react to it right? I want all of you in the same situation as me to know that heartbreak isn't easy. You go through all the stages: Denial, anger, depression, and so on, but in the end you need to remember that, even though it may feel like it, he is not everything. If he hurt you, then why should you continue to idolize him? Maybe it takes a while to get over him. I know I'm still getting over the guy I mentioned. This did happen on Sunday though, so maybe i shouldn't feel so bad. Maybe sharing isn't beneficial to most of you. I'm a writer by trade, and writting helps me feel better. I know that it hurts right now, believe me. I've cried myself to sleep, read texts over and over, and even made the mistake of blaming it all on one of my friends. But i will get over this. And so will you. Feel free to comment questions and leave a name so i can write back to you specifically. Love you all, will write soon. ---------- Losingmymind